Dear Kuri unnie,

The one who said want to become my umbrella and sunshine…

The one who said “I am gila”, “malu”, etc in cute way

The one who said want to become a good child of God

The one who teach me a lot of things and I admire so much

The best of the best, one of the angels Who God sent for me. :)

Even I already said ‘I love you’ so many times. I know it’s just a sentence but it also more than words. I can’t remember the day, the first time we started to talk together but I always remember how I feel blessed to know a person like you. Every day I am so happy cause I have a best friend, best unnie, best angel like you. Today I am writing this because I just miss you so much.

Do you miss me too? Kkk It’s already y too long for us not talking to each other T^T We seldom do chit and chat again. I hope we can share our life again and talk about how nice God to a person like us. At that time I feel so happy and peaceful. I will think everything gonna be alright, I will be fine. And it’s all because of you.

Do you still remember my plan list if I can go to Australia? The silly things that I told you before, I still wish that dream will come true. Even we already met on 29th January 2011 I still want to meet you again and do these things together:

1. Go to church together

2. Talk a lot about our oppa

3. Eat Ice cream together ( I still remember ur fav flavor is green tea)

4. Cooking pasta together at the same time listening ‘Listen To You –Kyuhyun Super Junior’

5. Go to Karaoke, scream and singing

6. Go to amusement park and playing around

I don’t know when but I wish it every day, this is become one of my dream. Unnie said God will listen to our prayers right? So I hope Father listens to me and let this comes true someday.

I remembered the past day, the day that I became the awful dongsaeng for you, who didn’t listen to you and kept saying how bad I am. I am sorry… Now I already understand unnie, as you said God want me to be stronger and I won’t be alone. Cause whenever I feel lonely I remember about you, and so many good persons who already part of my life. Even your body isn’t be there beside of me but my heart will not be empty. Always there is hardest time for me, but now I think it in positive way and I must say thanks, since it’s because of you and another too.

Thank you for the beautiful memories, words, and love. I really want to hug you like the first time we met. I feel so peaceful, like a little girl hugged by her big sister. Your Christmas card also means so much for me, THANK YOU. I LOVE CHRISTMAS SO MUCH! :* :* your necklace as a gifted, your songs, your video.. Everything you gave to me I am really really a HAPPY DONGSAENG! I loved the way you take care about me, sometimes you sad more than me but you still encourage this silly dongsaeng. Thanks for everything. I love you! Jeongmal saranghaeyo.

Our stupid love for our oppa, it’s really cute. Every time I remember that we became gila because talking about them, laugh and smiling like pabo. But it’s hurt so well too. Even you didn’t say it I know unnie sad because some of my oppa things. But I still remember unnie said: “i pray for him that he will be happy. i dont care if he has a girlfriend, as long as that girl will make him happy then i will be very happy.” That time I became more admire unnie, that the way to love someone even it hurts. I remembered too I said Teuk oppa should go to AUS then meet you kkk. You said: “ur future boyfriend will be even luckier than kibum“ Then I will tell you the same thing for you “UNNIE FUTURE BOYFRIEND WILL BE EVEN LUCKIER THAN LEETEUK OPPA!” You’re a really good person unnie so you will get a good person too that’s what my mom always told me.

It’s alright to cry if you are too sad, it’s okay if you feel everything so bad, its okay if you feel so lonely but remember everything will be prettier when the time comes for you. I am here and always in your side even my body isn’t be with you. When world make u hard remember I always being ur supporter to make u step forward. I LOVE YOU AND ALWAYS.

I wish u to be happy wherever and whenever you are. Please remember this silly dongsaeng too J Call me everything you want I am here ready to listen to your story and we can share it together and let everything in God’s hand. Is n’t it really awesome? I love you . This is just words but more than words. U’re my special angel that lead me to the right way.. I admire you so much^^

This friendship will never end right? Even we always changing as time passed go by… I hope we can be a good unnie-dongsaeng , always be like this. Let’s make a lot of good memories again. Together in God’s way being happy and sad. Let’s cheer up and be more awesome! I will be better for you so you can lean on me too. I LOVE YOU! This is more than words <3